happy halloween y’all!

sigh…sigh…sigh… three meaningful sighs, but nothing came out of my mind to blog about…i close my eyes and tried to think for a moment…asked myself, what am i feeling? how am i? am i all good?? still contemplating, but no question was answered…i want to fly away. my mind is just out there. my heart is just pounding, torturing my chest. my brain feels swolen, i feel the room closing in on me. what is this i am feeling?