i watched “the matrix” alone. the moviehouse was almost empty, and it’s as if i am literally alone in there. the sounds were toxifying my silence…but it was so relaxing. i wish i could’ve stayed longer, or maybe, stay there forever. the sounds were reverberating inside of me, and it was like sweet surrender. if only i could change my life into something so perfect…flawless…emotionless…nothin’ to think about worry about…i don’t want to feel, to think, to breathe, to love… i just want to live…that’s all…Matrix