Of Course, I Love You!
Ryan and I were able to talk things over. I couldn’t live with myself thinking that I felt that way about him, so last Thursday morning (12.30am) , I called him up and told him everything. It was really hard to tell him things like that. He said, he got scared. He never expected that I would feel that way, that my feelings could change for him. He didn’t really say much on that phone conversation. He just took in all the things that I told him. Besides my feelings changing, he had to listen to everything else.
The next day, I felt a change in him. I can feel his effort to never make me feel that way again. We talked on the phone and I felt him enjoy our conversations more. We met on Friday and spent the afternoon at home. We rented Ground Hogs and watched it. It was a funny movie! Anyway, he opened up more on the topic. He said that he was surprised and scared at the same time when he heard me say, “I thought I don’t love you anymore.” I told him that I just want to be honest with him. I don’t like the feeling of hiding something big like this. I just hope that he would be honest with me, too.
I believe that this made us stronger. I can feel the changes, and I am confident that I really do love him. It was a major, “Whew!” for him, for me, too.
We watched Evan Almighty yesterday. It wasn’t a match to Jim Carrey’s Bruce Almighty, even if Steve Carell tried really hard. The movie is a mix of comedy and drama. There are emotional scenes that left me teary eyed. I love this quote from Morgan Freeman, as God:
Let me ask you something. If someone prays for patience, you think God gives them patience? Or does he give them the opportunity to be patient? If he prayed for courage, does God give him courage, or does he give him opportunities to be courageous? If someone prayed for the family to be closer, do you think God zaps them with warm fuzzy feelings, or does he give them opportunities to love each other?
The movie is a must see for families, and those people, like me, who is straying a bit on the path. Go buy a drink and popcorn when you see this film!
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7 Comments
Ordered from oldest to newest comment.Abby
August 27, 2007 @ 12:31 am
Aw I’m happy everything’s all good between ya’ll again (:
Oh I saw Evan Almighty. It definitely did not compare to Bruce Almighty as far as comedy goes, but that particular quote you gave definitely impressed me in the film. There were a lot of scenes in which there were actually profound moments.
SO not what I expected (;
Cute site by the way, I love how you used your own pictures in your layout. Very creative (:
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Nina
August 28, 2007 @ 2:58 am
thats nice that you and ryan talked things over. that’s always a good option. and you being honest, that’s really good. instead of having sweet lies, diba? better nalang na bitter truths. pero like you said, nagbabago naman sha, may effort na. :] yay for u and him. you look really cute sa pics! :]
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Amy
August 29, 2007 @ 10:14 am
It’s really good that you guys can talk about things. I think honesty and trust are the most important things in a relationship and it’s good to see that you care enough about each other to listen and be prepared to work through harder times together. It seems like you care about each other a lot.
I haven’t seen Evan Almighty yet, but from what you said it sounds good. I’ll try to watch it if I get the chance.
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Lexie
August 26, 2007 @ 4:11 pm
I’m glad that you guys have cleared things up. :P
Oh, btw, I don’t have enough money for pizza, so I hope tacos will be fine. ;)
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