Oh My Mama
someone told me that most people at nastyforums does not like me and gp, or maybe the way we react on certain topics. is it too bad that we say what we want? i mean, is it too bad to be too honest? i am the type of person who says what she wants, same goes for gp. i know that most people there don’t like me, or us, but this is the first time someone really told me about it. i can’t pinpoint who anyway, i guess, some people just couldn’t take my honesty. the purpose of posting on a forum is for people to react on the topic that you have started. i’d feel stupid if i don’t post what i really think about the situation. i don’t want to be lying. besides, i only react on topics that i have knowledge of, or have experience on.
SEPTEMBER 28, 2003
i woke up with a bad headache. went dowstairs to fix breakfast for my family. my mom and i had an argument after that because i didn’t wash their clothes! it has been a rule that everyone in our family must wash their own clothes, except for my little brother and my dad. i did wash mine yesterday, and my mom had a fit coz i didn’t wash hers. i was so pissed off coz she told me that what i did wasn’t enough. well, guess what? for her, everything i do is never enough. i feel like i am a piece of shit and a big mistake in her eyes. sigh! i then emailed gp, my bestfriend, what happened… he then replied with something short, but very sweet: dre, you matter to me…
anyway, i’m so glad i have read sinta’s blog last night. it made me feel better to know that to someone, i am something. i know that…
i know that my mom doesn’t really mean what she said, but hearing it made me feel really bad. i am not going to let her affect me. i am just going to cry and wash my face. breathe and think of all the people who cares about me. maybe my mom is just tired. maybe i’m just being hard on myself. maybe i should take everything lying down, so that whatever hits me, won’t make me fall down.
thanks so much gp, you really are a pal! and sinta, you never fail to touch my heart…
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