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David Blaine

Posted by :Miss Dré On : October 15, 2003
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until now i am still in great awe for this guy named “david blaine”…he is so amazing! i was flipping through channels, and i saw leonardo di caprio talking to this guy, and i found out he is david blaine, a street performance artist. he is doing street magic all over the USA, and soon in asia. i am so amazed by how quick his hands are, or if it even moves! on the start of the show, he asked the people watching to pick a card while he randomly stack it repeatedly. i picked a card. queen’s heart. my heart skipped three times faster when he picked my card out of the deck! as the show goes on, he has shown so many card tricks that he performed infront of random people…passers by, people minding their own biz, people eating lunch…and they were all amazed and left in awe! specially when he levitated at least 5 inches off the ground! i was so astounded, and my heart was just beating so fast and i couldn’t believe my eyes! man! if i could just meet him in person! i sound so crazy…hahahaha!

dotComs

Posted by :Miss Dré On : October 13, 2003
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i need my thinking cap! i am planning to purchace a dotcom, and i need a domain name…something short, but easy to remember! there’s already an andreana.com, so i crossed that one out…and i don’t want my name for a domain anymore, coz i might try offering free/paid hosting in the future. i’m out of ideas! i need something associated with me, something catchy, something cool and witty. help!

i was watching my favorite series, meteor garden, a while ago… seeing people fall in love makes me feel all mushy inside! awwww! love!

my friend, leila, called me up last night. it has been a while since we had time to talk. we just communicate through “missed calls” and text messages. i found out that she has been single too, for a while…like me! apparently, she and her last boyfriend didn’t last that long because of lack of communication and the guy just don’t have the guts to exert an effort to do something about it. oh well…that’s life!

i can smell christmas! …and my birthday, too! it’s this time of year again, where everyone is “nice” to you…[evil grin!] lucky for those that i feel genuine kindness from…gifts for you! *wink wink!

Spur Of The Moment Hair Styling!

Posted by :Miss Dré On : October 10, 2003
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it’s now 6:30pm and i am sporting my new hairstyle! woopee!! i actually feel so good after the trip to the salon, with extra food tripping on the side ;)

enjoy the pictures!

Watched A Movie

Posted by :Miss Dré On : October 9, 2003
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i had a good day yesterday… wee! my bestfriend and i went to the mall and watched “American Pie: The Wedding” it was a feel good movie, and i felt good! it was so gross, and funny, and gross, and funny!

i was watching “jessica soho reports” a current affairs program, and their topic was “vanity”. well, i wasn’t really paying attention, but the girl’s hair at the program got my attention.. so tomorrow, i am going to the the salon and get red higlights! i’ll post the after picture tomorrow. :D

the now hair:

Confused.

Posted by :Miss Dré On : October 7, 2003
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i haven’t had a good sleep in days. i always end up awake upto the wee hours of the morning. i still haven’t decided what school i’m going to enroll in, but i am really decided that i’m shifting to another course. a friend suggested a course called “multimedia arts”. it’s focus is on webdesigning & computer graphics. so i’ll be checking that out.ings about me that you’d never guess i could be. someone once said “you’re full of surprises!” …and i believe so. sometimes, i even surprise myself!

I’m Not Perfect

Posted by :Miss Dré On : October 4, 2003
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i have been banging my head for a week now for ideas on what i’m going to do with my life. i have come to a very hard, but needed, decision…i am dropping out from my engineering school. yes, it was a really hard choice, but i have to. i’m done. i am not enjoying my life in that school anymore. it’s like i just study hard to pass. i want to study, love it, then pass. i have decided to stop schooling for a while and maybe find a job, or something. i want to get a computer course, do web designing, study flash…that’s my passion now, and that’s exactly what i’m going to do. finally doing what i enjoy the most. i haven’t told my parents about it though. i am still finding the perfect timing. timing is everything…this is going to be my new life. my much awaited life! i know that this will become a big shock for my parents, specially to my dad. he went to the same school. when i think about it, it just makes it hard. the time wasted, the time lost, the money, the effort…but i know in my heart i just have to do this. this is going to be the rest of my life. i don’t want to do what i don’t want to anymore. i want to be happy doing what i enjoy. i just hope my parents will forgive me…

great thanks to these people: sinta laarni mak gary dush casandra lunacy jr

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good enough for you
I can’t pretend that
I’m alright
And you can’t change me
‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be perfect
Now it’s just too late and
We can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be perfect

Oh My Mama

Posted by :Miss Dré On : September 27, 2003
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someone told me that most people at nastyforums does not like me and gp, or maybe the way we react on certain topics. is it too bad that we say what we want? i mean, is it too bad to be too honest? i am the type of person who says what she wants, same goes for gp. i know that most people there don’t like me, or us, but this is the first time someone really told me about it. i can’t pinpoint who anyway, i guess, some people just couldn’t take my honesty. the purpose of posting on a forum is for people to react on the topic that you have started. i’d feel stupid if i don’t post what i really think about the situation. i don’t want to be lying. besides, i only react on topics that i have knowledge of, or have experience on.

SEPTEMBER 28, 2003

i woke up with a bad headache. went dowstairs to fix breakfast for my family. my mom and i had an argument after that because i didn’t wash their clothes! it has been a rule that everyone in our family must wash their own clothes, except for my little brother and my dad. i did wash mine yesterday, and my mom had a fit coz i didn’t wash hers. i was so pissed off coz she told me that what i did wasn’t enough. well, guess what? for her, everything i do is never enough. i feel like i am a piece of shit and a big mistake in her eyes. sigh! i then emailed gp, my bestfriend, what happened… he then replied with something short, but very sweet: dre, you matter to me…

anyway, i’m so glad i have read sinta’s blog last night. it made me feel better to know that to someone, i am something. i know that…

i know that my mom doesn’t really mean what she said, but hearing it made me feel really bad. i am not going to let her affect me. i am just going to cry and wash my face. breathe and think of all the people who cares about me. maybe my mom is just tired. maybe i’m just being hard on myself. maybe i should take everything lying down, so that whatever hits me, won’t make me fall down.

thanks so much gp, you really are a pal! and sinta, you never fail to touch my heart…

Don’t Like US?

Posted by :Miss Dré On : September 27, 2003
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someone told me that most people at nastyforums does not like me and gp, or maybe the way we react on certain topics. is it too bad that we say what we want? i mean, is it too bad to be too honest? i am the type of person who says what she wants, same goes for gp. i know that most people there don’t like me, or us, but this is the first time someone really told me about it. i can’t pinpoint who anyway, i guess, some people just couldn’t take my honesty. the purpose of posting on a forum is for people to react on the topic that you have started. i’d feel stupid if i don’t post what i really think about the situation. i don’t want to be lying. besides, i only react on topics that i have knowledge of, or have experience on.

Tired Of Being Alone

Posted by :Miss Dré On : September 26, 2003
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i just have this feeling that i won’t be in a relationship anytime soon, or ever. it just seems that noboby really has an interest in me. it’s always based on the physical aspect, and that i lack…even if my friends tell me i am pretty, i just don’t feel as confident as i used to. most of the guys i meet do not ask for a 2nd date or whatever shit. i am not perfect, but i know there are qualities in me that are likeable. why am i even living in this society, where beauty is such a big factor? i don’t need a hunk for a boyfriend, i just need someone who’ll be able to understand me, take care of me… someone that i can love and be happy with… i have been single and alone for more than a year now, believe me when i say it is hard. why? i have always had someone, and i guess, i am just not used to being in this situation. i don’t even like it. not a bit. i may sound pathetic, but anyone in my situation would understand. i am not happy with my life. i don’t even have anything. yes, i do have friends, but they too have their own dillema, with their special someones. i miss those. the lover’s quarrels, and the reconciliations after those. i miss the late night phonecalls talking about nothing. the short and sweet text messages on my cellphone. the cute and cuddly teddybears that i get, even if i don’t like getting one… i am not the type of person who calls up a friend and whine about my life. (i do it here!) i am the type who friends call and listen to them whine… i always have to be strong for them…and when i cry, they just don’t seem to comfort me. i guess because it takes a lot of effort to do so. am i that deep?

i’m tired of being alone,
so hurry up and get here…
~ love song for no one – john mayer

Marvin, Marvin

Posted by :Miss Dré On : September 25, 2003
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why am i pissed off? today, my mom cut the phoneline in my room. damn! she says i use to much computer. she was the one who always tells me to use the internet during times when no one calls, which is 12am-6am. now she’s saying that i can’t use it on those times anymore… so when? right now, while typing this i don’t know when i will be able to upload this. man! this sucks!! grrr….

enough about my whining… yesterday, the 24th, i went to Jaycon’s school, San Beda College. he’s my friend since high school. they’re having this bazaar, and my friend and his classmates were selling pastries. some of his classmates are selling fruit shakes, crab siomai yum!, some are selling hot rolls, it is a crepe that has ham and cheese inside…in short, i enjoyed eating! after that this guy, marvin, from faceparty, asked if it was ok that i meet up with him last night.

i was supposed to say “no”, but my friend, Dyan, said i should go and meet him. so we did… at starbucks greenhills we met up around 10pm. we had mocha frappe, and exchange stories. he’s cute… as in! he’s 23 and is studying at Asia Pacific College. he has a pad at Makati, he drives a blue car, and he could pass as an 18-year-old guy. yeah, he looks young…and cute!

anyway, my Marvin, the one in arizona, is acting jealous of this guy. he keeps on asking, how is your marvin? i told him, first of all, he’s not mine, and he is not courting me…lol! wish he was…hahahaha! the local Marvin is just texting me, and that’s all. well, he asked me if i would want to go out with him again this saturday. i haven’t decided yet. let’s see..