Poked
Date: July 19, 2003 | Discussion: No Commentstoday..i feel poked! yeah, poked! i started my day with a bad dream…all the people that matter to me, left. yup! left me alone. my class starts at 9am, and my dad took the liberty to slap my legs so that i’d wake up. so, of course, he was successful. i woke up…indeed! another bad [...]
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I Complete Him
Date: July 15, 2003 | Discussion: No Commentsit’s been 3 days since my last blog, and i miss it. so many things have happened in the past few days. i have realized a lot of things, and a lot of details have been brought to my attention. like the fact that my parents are mad at me, and what’s worse is that [...]
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Banned?
Date: July 12, 2003 | Discussion: No Commentsa day more…and i won’t be able to have this blog updated…marvin is mad at me coz he said that i did not focus much on my studies that’s why i failed a subject…he felt that it was somewhat his fault coz i was always talking to him..but that is not true at all! i [...]
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A Nightmare
Date: July 8, 2003 | Discussion: No Commentsi still don’t know where marvin’s at. he was in my dreams last night. i don’t know exactly if it was a dream or a nightmare, coz at first he was there and he held my hand as if it were the last, then suddenly he disappeared…i tried to look for him everywhere, but he [...]
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Paranoia
Date: July 7, 2003 | Discussion: No Commentsi am experiencing paranoia. i can’t even think straight! i am so worried about marvin. i was trying to call him, but his phone could not be reached. i tried to go online, but he wasn’t there. i emailed him and told him to call or text me if he had read it, but up [...]
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Nightmares
Date: July 6, 2003 | Discussion: No Commentsall i wanna do is bang myself on the wall ’til i lose consciousness! i had this really really bad dream today. in my dream, i went to school to get my grades, and i failed all my subjects! then there was this guy who follows me around, then i confronted him to ask what [...]
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I Made Him Cry
Date: July 5, 2003 | Discussion: No Commentsi can’t believe this happened…i made marvin sad…coz of what i said. he said “wag mo ako iiwan ha!” and i said “oo naman. basta as long as u want to talk to me, then i will…” then he became sad and he cried. he said that it’s like he’s forcing himself on me, but [...]
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Sick
Date: July 4, 2003 | Discussion: No CommentsKrisha and I were supposed to meet today, but my mom didn’t let me go! *sniff sniff* I was anticipating this day for days now… Anyway, one of our dogs died, Chipipo is his name. According to the vet he died of heart worm. Now we only have 2 dogs. My sister, Jesseca, is sick [...]
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Black Out
Date: July 3, 2003 | Discussion: No CommentsAs of yesterday, since i got this song, it’s the only one playing on my PC… I am so exhausted ‘coz I just finished washing my clothes. It’s raining outside so it’s kinda hard. This morning around 1am, I was talking to GP on YM, the lights went off, and so did my PC and [...]
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You Don’t See Me
Date: July 2, 2003 | Discussion: No CommentsI’ve been listening to this song over and over…my song…GP made me get it ‘coz he said it’s like a song made for me, and i so agree! sigh… “You Don’t See Me” This is the place where I sit This is the part where I love you too much Is this as hard as [...]