School starts tomorrow. Ugh…
I haven’t the energy to blog, really. It seems like all I can share right now is my love life, and it could become boring as the months come., or weeks, if you get easily bored reading one topic over and over.
Sometimes it feels like the days become shorter when you are with someone, and longer, when you are waiting for that someone to be with you again. You don’t really mean to feel sad about it, but you do, just because it feels right most of the time. I don’t want to lose myself. I am not saying that I am, but I could. I don’t know how that would happen, but it could very well happen. Not anytime soon, I hope.
I am not really sure if I am making any sense, but I am just typing as I think.
Yesterday, I told Ryan that sometimes I think that he’s still a stranger in my life. I don’t even know why I told him that, but it just popped in my mind while we were eating at Burger King. The thought came to me, like, it was real. Maybe it is. Sometimes I still can’t believe I have someone in my life now.
The other night, before he left, he touched my face and said good night. I don’t know why, but, it made my eyes moist. Yep, tears welled up. It’s like, how he touches me and looks at me, shows how much he cares. I have never in my relationship-life experienced that kind of honesty in a man. Not with words, but by his actions. I don’t even tell him that. I just want him to unconsciously make my heart start and stop at the same time.




At 3pm, we headed to Tom’s World and let Ryan play some arcade games while Dyan and I just talked and talked, catching up. By 3:30pm, we headed to the cinema, found good seats smacked down the middle for good viewing. We watched 