The Mark II

Why does he have to be so sweet? But how can he act like nothing happened? It took me a while before I was able to respond to what he said. He loves me. Or was it an act to bury the guilty feelings? What about that girl? Who is she? What if I am just the past time and she is the real girlfriend? I mean, she was at Jack’s house, too. She must’ve been welcomed to go there anytime she pleases. But I can go there anytime, too! This confuses me a whole lot. I can’t function well anymore. I have to get out.

“Thanks Mark, for everything. You are such a sweet person. You don’t know how much this means to me. You know how I feel about you, right? I’ve never felt this way in a long time. I thought I’d never feel this way again after having been broken into pieces one, two, many times.”

I have to do this. I have to be strong for myself and for all the girls like me out there. He lied to me, he cheated, he betrayed my trust… and I thought I could trust again. I just can’t understand why he has to do this to me, and why now? Before all these happened, everything was going right. We just had most of the things in our lives settled. He got a new place, bought his new car and he was promoted for a higher position at work. On the other hand, I was ready to take on the next chapter of my life. We had it all.

Months after our first anniversary, everything was pure bliss. We even had a chance to go on a week vacation in Palawan. We took a lot of pictures and all of them depict a happy couple. I know both our smiles and the laughter we have shared were all genuine. But why does he have to do it? Kill the happiness we had together?

“Mark, I do love you and you know that right?”

“Yes. Of course I do.”

“I have thought long and hard about this. We obviously have love for each other and our lives compliment each other in such a way that it is almost perfect. But I think… believe that this is not the right time for us.”

“What are you saying? Are you breaking up with me? Dre?!”

“Mark, I know it’s hard to understand what I am trying to do, but really, this would be the best thing for us right now. I don’t want to answer any questions; I just know that I have to do this.”

“I just don’t get it, Dre. Why?”

Isn’t this what he wants? He’s free. Now, he cries?

“This is goodbye, Mark. I’ll see you around.”

But is this the end of us?

Comments

  1. o sad naman ng ending, hmm wala na bang cont. na happy ending? hindi ako sanay sa malungkot na ending.

  2. grrrrr!

    hindi ko alam kung pano mo napigil yun!>:(
    dapat sinabi mo na kasi nahuli mo siya!

  3. I don’t know what to say….

    *hangs head sorrowfully*

  4. ba’t di mo sabihin na nahuli mo siya?

  5. holy. i dunno how you managed to keep it to yourself. i know if i were you, i would’ve shown my face there. :/ sigh.

    i just hope you’re fine. :faints:

  6. i’m sorry to hear that. i hope you’re ok. this can take time to heal but i’m sure you’ll get over it. i know your family and true friends are there for you. God bless!

  7. hindi pa naman cgro the end. hehe 🙂 smile ka lang. masaya naman kapag single. 😉

  8. lifes has never been and never will be fair.

  9. Ang sad naman ng post na ito! Love is such a fragile thing… I hope time will fix everything. 🙂

  10. its ok dre, ganun talaga i just hope that you get over with him soon. ganyan talaga pagnagmamahal… ewan! ako nga manhid na sa ganyan eh kaya tuloy para na akong bato… na-immune ang puso ko…

    i hope dre u feel better soon… take care!

  11. nako itong si dre oo. masisipa ko to pag nakita ko eh. part 2 nga, nakakabitin pa din naman. pero hey, i really feel bad that your relatoinship with mark had to go through that. although i am not sure if it’s a happy ending. i just feel really bad. anyhoots. part 3 na dali!

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