I can’t believe that I still have this problem. Well, my graduation is on the 25th of April and right now, I should be submitting resumé to different companies so I could start working but, I can’t make up my mind. My dad is encouraging me to try my luck overseas and I know that there are lots of opportunities out there, but at the same time, I am still afraid to be on a strange land.

My sister is going to quit her current job and has applied for another. She has gone through the talent management tests and the HR just gave her a call yesterday to let her know that she has a meeting on Monday for a job offer. From what I know, she’s going to be earning around 58,000Php, that’s about $1450 a month. I wonder if I’d get to work for a company that would pay me that much.

Unemployment is one of the biggest issues that I have to face along with hundreds of graduates this year and last year and the year before that. I don’t know when the cycle is going to end. Well, I know that there are jobs out there, if I knew where to look. I am kind of doubting my skills and I don’t know how to go past that. I want to go to the beach, relax and clear my thoughts. I actually had that dream last night. I wish I can just disappear right now.

Poof!