Ok, so I don’t have a date on Valentine’s Day? It’s just another day. Just another day. Another day of reminding me that I have no boyfriend! I think I am infected. After watching that TV movie on Hallmark, I became all mushy and soft inside…It reminded me of what kicks. Kicks me to the head. Bluntly reminded me that I am alone. No, not the, I- don’t-have-any-friends/family-alone, but the I-don’t-have-a-boyfriend-alone…It gets to me sometimes. Specially when I see those kind of affections only the two people in love can do. Not sex, aight? Just those sweet little things. Those corny sweet little things that only two people understand. Sigh…

Last night, I dreamed about that guy again. You know? That guy from my February 6th entry? He keeps popping in and out of my dreamland, and I still have no idea how he looks like. All I know is that he is taller than I. I wish I could just see his face, even for just a second. If I did, I would know if I’ve met him already, or when I see him somewhere, I’d know he’s the one. Or is he just literally the “Guy of my dreams”. The guy that only exists in my dreams…